Broken

I'm going to let Justin move back in. I just dont see the point. He's been staying here, we get along fine, things are pretty much back to normal. I know he notices me staring off into nothing. I'm just numb to everything. I'm not going to be any happier with him here or not so it's better for the kids for him to be here right now. I cant take care of them and this place without him. I love him but it's a flat kind of love. I want something else.